when you were only just here?
How can I be at home, when you're not with me?
How can I be discharged from hospital, without my baby?
How can I go to sleep a mother of two beautiful girls, and then have to explain to one daughter, that the other is going to heaven?
How can I hold you, and then leave you behind?
How can I love you so much, and never see you again?
Everything I've done, I've done for you. My dear, sweet Ariana. I've loved you, and cherished you, and adored you your entire existance. Before i knew you, I loved you. You fought so hard princess, you tried to be strong. Your life was short, but one of love, and adoration. You touched an entire nation, and in four short days you showed me what it means to really love, and lose everything.
I will remember your blue eyes, your curly brown hair, your daddy's nose and your mummy's lips and chin. I will always remember how you tried to open your eyes when your big sister kissed you goodbye, and told you that she loved you.
Most of all, Ariana, I will remember you. Because as small as you were, my heart has a hole three times as big.
Dear sweet baby girl, how i miss you.