by my best friend. It hurts to know that when you trust someone with something that is so private, so hurtful and so intimate that they can in a moment of "emotion" blurt it all out to somebody else. To know that everything i shared, every hurt and every tear has potentially been spread to an outside party kills me.
I cannot fathom how after all the trust, the good times in one minute everything can be destroyed. I've lost faith in my best friend. And i dont understand how in the moment where i was upset, asking how it could have happened she had the nerve to tell me it was because "you know how emotional i am.."
Im so confused, but more than that im so so very angry and disapointed.
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I said how emotional I was...do you remember a couple of months ago when I said that I felt like I was finally waking up, that everyting before that was a blur. I meant that. I'm not trying to use it as an excuse because the hurt i have obviously caused must be deep and for that I am truely sorry. You are my best friend and as hollow as it may sound right now I love you. But I also meant it when I said I honestly couldn't remember saying anything...again no excuse and you can choose to believe me or not. I obviously must have said something, but I honestly can't remember. I hope one day you will find it in your heart to forgive me because I truely am sorry.
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